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What I really want... 

Past all the current needs, and realities...

I truly want that fairy tale...

The prince, or night in shinning armor, or a Richard Gear in Pretty Woman. :-)

However you want to relate it, it all comes out the same in the end.

I want that man who becomes my best friend and committed partner in life for the rest of our life..

I want that unconditional love for the same unconditional love I have to give.

It has nothing to do with money, but I am looking for a stable man.

I will come back periodically and add more of what I seek.

In the meantime please let me know who you are and what you truly seek in life.

Making New friends and maintaining old friendships is of interest to me.

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There has been a many of times when i needed assistance with some type of bill, medication, food etc. and i would make myself sick in having to ask for help or assistance from people i know.  Before i became ill, i did not have to ask and i was the giver to others in need.  A few weeks ago I had a set back and i needed help in order to keep my lights on, telephone on, etc.  I just started yesterday making calls to reach out to people that i knew personally to see if they could help because i had already tried all of the gov't resources and there was no help to be given by them.

I have been learning to put my pride aside and to pray before i begin asking and most of all not to get my feelings hurt or take it personal if the answer is 'no'.

I had thought about posting my pic in my profile...I have to admitt that at first i was too embarrassed thinking that someone i know might see.Then i thought that hey when your desperate and you have children to care for,you just don't care about what others think.I posted a pic and am debating on showing off my lil one's!  Is anyone near sacramento? If so please get in touch and maybe i can help in some way.My heart breaks for all those who are hurting.Lets all band together and help eachother keep our children safe,fed and clothed.I am disabled so i'm home most of the day,i don't have much space but there's parks,etc.Maybe i can help a family with babysitting or something in that manor.Just a thought.Good luck to you all.

During these times of economical difficulties we are all going to need as much resourceful information as possible to be provided.It's going to help a lot of us just to have an unjudgemental someone to reach out to with nothing to do with pride.Someone who looks into to their own childrens face day to day and know what the hardship is.We all need someone that could be, or could have seen a time of not knowing where you may live next month.

                                                                          So lets speak-out

Mother of two, so behind on rent, I am being evicted next Friday if I cannot come up with the rent of 500 pounds.  My children are three and one. My husband is in hospital and has no idea what is going on as I fear it may kill him.  My bills seem never ending, there is no money to pay them, I dont know how it came to this.  All I ask is for someone to help me pay my rent all my other bills can wait.  I have nothing left not even my pride.

Please